Randomness (i don't know the date today)

Reading Adrienne's post reminded me that I have not posted my thoughts yet.

1. you are a bully in every sense of the word.

2. Wow, pursued me for six years and I found out you are still married.

3. Now you are pissed because I am not hurt.

4. Sorry player it will take a better man to break me down and I don't think God has made him yet.

5. I am so worried about you, your potential was great and to see what you are up to now. Wow

6. This is one situation I can't fix, we broke for a reason but damn I feel guilty that you made such a bad choice.

7, The apology was not necessary I forgave you long ago. I know that I can be intimidating if your shit isn't together.

8. You are a coward you post ugly veiled messages directed at me but can't say any of it to my face.

9. You want me to apologize for being who I am .. Not gonna happen Sporty!!!

10. Ever. Never. Ever.

11. People can be jealous of who you are as a person even if you never did anything to them.

12. I never forget anything. If you say something to me. I remember every conversation we have ever had. It is my curse.

13. You seriously think I am going to wait around for you to spare me a minute of your time. In 12 years you still don't know me.

14. I am gonna do what I want to do whether it is with you or not.

15. You are two-faced and messy and I no longer trust you. I love you but I don't trust you.

16. That knowledge makes me sad.

17. I will be filing for disability tomorrow, if it is approved I will disappear from the lives of most of my family.

18. So sad but true.

19. Don't hate them at all, you just can't have peace with some of them around.

20. I wish I didn't know what I know now, because now I just want to ask you why.

21. What happened to you?

22. I have a superwoman complex, I always want to save someone or heal their hurt. I must stop that.

Okay enough..
Hey Queeen, thanks for the talk earlier.