If you have not heard

I am in the hospital. I came in around three a.m on Monday morning thinking that I was having a really bad asthma attack only to get here to find out that my heart had failed. I was informed that had I not come in that I would have died that night. What a rude awakening. I was admitted and a battery of tests have been performed. I was put into the cardiac unit and they have confirmed that I have congestive heart failure. My blood pressure is now under control but initially they could not regulate my blood sugar level even though they were giving me insulin.


Well needless to say I just spoke to the doctor who informed me that my kidneys have now failed. She explained that my blood work showed that my glucose levels were great and then determined that the medicine given to me in the ER was the culprit and is what caused my kidneys to fail. So now I await the kidney doctor to start treatment on me for that. I will be here a few more days.

stranger things have happened

It has been quite a long time since I have met a man that interests me. People have always told me that I would one day meet my match well I guess they were right. They have been men that I have dated that have not been intimidated by me in some way or I simply drove them crazy because I can be unpredictable at times.

This man is nothing like any of them and I am kind of mad that I even like him at all. I really didn't think he was my type at all and now I am dumbfounded at the fact that I find myself talking to him every morning (he calls to wake me, because I work closing at the store) and makes sure that I make it home nightly. If you didn't know i have commitment issues that make relationships difficult for me to navigate.

He is rough around the edges and not the least bit intimidated by me, and he is a little sexist but that does seem to bother me much either. He has consented to allowing to talk about him on my blog but not to allowing me to post a picture of him. So if this works I will tell you more later.

Randomness

1. I am not a people person.

2. I am the only person that can hear your kid screaming.

3. It is not okay to let a kid pee on the floor in a store. Really

4. It is not my job to prevent you child from falling down the escalator because you are not watching them.

5. I like you and it pisses me off.

6. Remember that song "Nobody's Supposed To Be Here" yeah, I really understand it now.

7. I am not bitter towards you, I am just over you.

8. Sometimes when I am walking behind you I want to push you down, just because.

9. That's mean, I know.

10. I contemplated hitting you in the FACE. But I walked it off.

11. I am not mean, I just really, really don't like you. Seriously.

12. I can hear just fine I just don't want to talk to you.