Randy Crawford - Knocking on heavens door

I love this song and for some reason I feel the same way sometimes.

Things I covet

I LIKE:

Arlanda by
Harajuku Lovers

why do they only have these in a 5.5 ugh. So cute and I do have something to wear with this one
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I LIKE:

Calandra by
Betsey Johnson

I heart these on a really high level like I am going to see who will buy them for me.
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I LIKE:

F914019 by
A. Testoni

This is my first time seeing anything about this designer but I like his/her style. Hmm my birthday is in two months.

Things I covet

I LIKE:

Cedar by
Romantic Soles

I need these shoes in my life but I have nothing to wear them with but I will worry about that part later.

Book Review; The Bluest Eyes by Toni Morrison

The Bluest Eye by Toni Morrison


My rating: 5 of 5 stars
This is probably my favorite book in the entire world. I have read it numerous times always clearing my mind so it will be just like the first time. Just imagine living with some pain that all you really want is to have blue eyes like a baby doll. In the end retreating into a world all your own because there was no one there to protect a little girl who just wanted to be a little girl.

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My turn to ramble....

How can you be mad that someone else is treating me better than you do.

Seriously?

Yes I know what I said and I meant it.


I really do not like you. That is all.

Yes I saw you and I did not speak see above.

So because I like someone who is not black I am self hating.

You hurt yourself coming up with that one.

Jealousy is a weak emotion that a adult should never feel.

I told you that I am wearing the whole armor of God you can't touch me. Kick Rocks.

I hate to say this, but you are not as smart as you think you are.

No I am not going to read your book because I already read it and it sucks I just did not want to tell you.

Now I think you know.

I love seeing little kids but I am partial to little girls.

Because I want to be a mommy of a little girl.

I am not feeling as well as I let people believe and when I tell the truth no one believes me anyway.

The cardiologist has increased my meds three times in two weeks.

I am going to keep it to myself for now.

Love ya'll later.

Book: Child of God by Lolita Files

Child of God by Lolita Files


My rating: 5 of 5 stars
This book has to be one of the most amazing and disturbing books I have ever read. I promise you that you do not know the meaning of dysfunctional family until you have read this book.


You do not have to take my word for it. Just read it and see,.

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Book Review: Dead Above Ground

Dead Above Ground by Jervey Tervalon


My rating: 5 of 5 stars
I read this book back in 2003 and it has sparked many discussions. This book was well written and very dramatic. I do not want to know what goes on in the mind of this author because I tell you it has to be something.

I recommend this book to anyone who will listen.

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The Way you Love me

The Way You Love Me by Francis Ray


My rating: 5 of 5 stars
I am giving this book five stars although it was my least favorite so far in the series. The book is well written, however I tend to judge a book on the characters and I could not stand Paige. I thought she was just so silly and naive and that always bothers me. I would not have chosen her for Shane but then again I am not the author just a reader emotionally invested in the series as some people are with their favorite tv show.

I recommend reading every book in the series starting with the Taggerts and my absolute favorite (the Heart of a Falcon)..

More later.

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Book Review: Delaney's Desert Sheikh

Delaney's Desert Sheikh by Brenda Jackson


My rating: 4 of 5 stars
Not sure what I was expecting from this book but it was the only one in the Westmoreland series that I had not read. It was pretty good especially the love scenes. It was a quick three hour read for me but that's just how fast I read. I really did enjoy the book

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Ugh

I have fixed the comments problem sorry about that. I am a little irritated because I seem to be misunderstood a lot. I am never one to follow someone blindly so you can not ask me to do something and not expect me to ask questions. Well this caused a little argument with Sean earlier and now I am really irritated.
I have to admit I have trust issues but I am working on them daily. Oh well, he says that we will talk later but i think I am going to take the night and meditate. i have to go to work in a few minutes anyway.
Later my pretties.

So sweet

So the new guy is so sweet, I am cautiously optimistic but the chocolate covered strawberries I got today really made me smile. It was totally unexpected and the card was smooth. He said he would court me and I think I like it.

And this is Sean.

Feeling some kind of way

First off my niece Simone graduated from high school on Friday. I am so proud of her. Funny thing is Simone was born my senior year of high school. Talk about feeling old right about now. I went to her party on Saturday and I have to say that I left there feeling renewed for some reason. My life is not where I want it to be but the clouds have cleared long enough for me to see my way to getting back to me.

I found some pictures of my foster children that I had and I realized that is apart of me that I lost that hurts the most. I will certainly do things more differently this time. See I am back on my job search in my field and upon the advice of a corporate recruiter I am going to focus more on areas outside of Dallas. I think my time here is drawing near a close. It is time for me to move on and the road out of Dallas is gleaming with gold for me right now.

Not sure where I want to go but I will have a job before I get there.