no mojo

I want to sew but Adrienne stole my mojo so I just sit back and wait for her to post her newest project. How sad is that. Anywho I am going to work on those pencil skirts because this is really sad. I dream about myself wearing those skirts and can't find the Will to get up and do it.

Maybe because I have no where to wear them to.

In Better news, It looks like I will be a new student at Midwestern State University in Wichita Falls TX. Can you say country town. Near Oklahoma. I need to check the weather because Oklahoma has tornados and I don't do bad weather... says the girl from New Orleans.


Okay I guess I am gonna go finish reading blogs to see if I can steal my mojo back.


God Bless, Ladies and Gents

Ramblings (in honor of Adrienne)

I have an absess on my tooth (in other words it is infected)

I miss my bestfriend and I think she knows it.

her daughter reminds me of her late sister Dee and it is freaky sometimes

I am so looking forward to returning to college

still don't know what my major will be (social work or psychology)

I love writing most of all though

I need to work out but I am lazy

I watched the biggest loser tonight

my workout clothes are picked out for tomorrow

I feel so lost sometimes.

why do some people think they are the best friend you ever had when they are the worst.

I don't hate you but I really do not like who you are.

Our friendship will not be re-born.

I have never met my youngest nephew and it makes me sad sometimes.

I am so happy my brother has a good wife, I was tired of hating those other two heifers

it is 2 am and I just ate a bowl of grits, guess who is not going to sleep soon.

I love my little sister so much, I am afraid to move away from her.

okay that is all for now

What I love at the moment

I love this ice cream and I don't really eat ice cream

Steve Madden Markee bootie. my baby sister bought them in black for me. I want the purple.
http://www.stevemadden.com/item.aspx?id=49388&path=|womens%20shoes|womens%20booties

this dress from Torrid
http://www.torrid.com/torrid/store/product.jsp?FOLDER<>folder_id=2534374302036000&PRODUCT<>prd_id=845524442211473&bmUID=1252474019134

Things I Know About myself

1. I love me, no matter if no one else does.
2. I am very emotional.
3. I allow people to hang themselves. So if I am no longer speaking to you it because of you.
4. I love my family although at times I can not be around all of them.
5. I hate noise. Loud talking, yelling
6. I don't believe that I will ever marry.
7. why? because the man that I love I can not marry (no he is not married).
8. I will never have a biological child, And I have made peace with that fact.
9. with that being said I don not understand why I still get a period. Let's be fair here. No babies no period.
10. I love facebook and the people that I have reconnected with. I heart them.
11. I love my brother alot and I miss him. I have not seen him in 2 years. How sad.
12. I love the color pink.
13. I love music and when I am angry, sad or hurt I put on the right song and cry it out.
14. Once I have given up on a person I will not let them back into my life.
15. I have a favorite neiece and with so many I really shouldn't. Hey Janay
16. I have a favorite sister, too.
17. I love my mother, but she doesn't know it. May God forgive me but I love my father more.
18. I love Fahim, but sometimes I wish that I did not
19. I also love Alexis (male) but not in the same way. But he doesn't want to be my friend anymore. It hurt my feelings at first.
20. I love God and I know he loves me back.
21. I can quote the lyrics to any jay-z song (and I don't really like rap).