Obituary (Fictional)

If you are hearing this, I died today. I want you to know that I have had a full life and although there are a lot of things that I would have liked to do there just wasn't enough time. I wish that I could have had children and I wish that I would have let my guard down and married one of the men that loved me.

But believe me I have no regrets, I have laughed so hard that my stomach hurt; cried so hard that I threw up and seen beautiful sunrises. I have sang at the top of my lungs while riding down the road with the sun roof open. I have loved many people and take all of you with me as I go home to meet with my savior. Please don't be sad for me there several people waiting behind the gates for me, I am gonna see my girl Sandra, my friend Kim who died when we were 16, Micah (the baby I was going to adopt; both my grandfathers, aunts, uncles and my paternal grandmother Mary that I have never met in this life will be seated at the table for my welcome home feast. I look forward to meeting them and telling them all about you all. Although I will be gone, I will still be with you if you carry me in your heart. I want you to remember the times that we laughed or cried together. Remember the times that I drove you crazy but you realized that you loved me anyway.

I won't ask for much, just remember me when you hear our favorite song (Atomic dog) and all of things that we promised that would be taken to the grave. If I ever touched you in anyway, just don't forget that I existed. Don't forget that I loved you as much as I loved myself.

TO my sisters, no matter what the love was always there we were just to stubborn to let it shine through. Too obsessed with being or having better than what he had before. Please teach my nieces that it is okay to be strong, powerful and aggressive but it is takes a strong woman to need someone else. There is strength in submission and power in letting that man know you need him.

TO my only brother, God made a great choice when he decided that you would be my brother. I could not have gotten better even if I had prayed and asked God for another brother. I am glad that you are happy now, kiss my babies for me know that wherever you are I will be looking out for you.

To all of the people that I consider to be my friends, I love you all. In one way or another you have taught me life lessons and taught me compassion for those that may be different from me. You are all different races and have a multitude of backgrounds but you helped to shape my soul and I will miss you all.

To Fahim, I told you that I had your back forever, forever has come and I love you still.

Alexis, you were the stick that every man that came after you was measured by and I know that was a bad decision; because no one can make me laugh the way you did. And I mean no one. Our relationship has always been a special one and even in death I hold it near my heart like my favorite pillow. I do regret that we never had the second chance but we both know that was best. Thank you for encouraging me to open my heart to D. He deserved it.

To my one and only, I fell in love with you so quickly I wanted to take the first thing smoking away from you. However, I could not allow my fear of comittment to cost me another love. So gave you all I had and you treated me so well. I wish we could have had more time.

Goodbye to you all and don't forget to remember me.

p.s don't freak out this is a writing exercise that requires you write this..