Learning Life's Lessons

Ever had an aha moment. You know the moment when you finally see a person for who they really are, or when you realize someone you love doesn't love you in the same manner or at all. That is what I am referring to. You see for the past few months I have been having repetitive AHA! moments.

The elders warned me that once I turned thirty years old that the picture of life would start to get more clearer. Sometimes people are not supposed to be in your life for long periods of time, I have heard several ministers preach on the subject of reason, season and a lifetime. Although I always found the subject to be moving I did not get it until now.

I started noticing that some people were taking me for granted or just using me period. And I got tired and one by one God has helped me to move these people out of my life. There are no hard feelings towards some, and a few will even be missed but they are not good for me or my soul.

Once in particular reads this blog and I want to say to her that I love her but I have outgrown our friendship. We can not go forward together because our journeys are going in different directions. And I realize that no matter how good of a friend I am to you, that will never be good enough. And I really just can not do this anymore. But I pray for your safe journey through the rest of your life.
(LG this is not about you)

I am going to try to sleep now I needed to purge and I hope that I done so enough for me to sleep it is now 5 in the morning.