Pregnancy journey

So I am still on my journey... Started having severe cramps few weeks ago so the doctor has ordered that I forego the next round of Clomid (insert sad face). The funny thing is I have not gotten my cycle yet I am five days late. Too scared to test though, no one understands that hurt when that test is negative.

Eventually I am going to have to do this though. Put on my big girl panties and pee on the stick.

Being able to write here is like therapy for me..

Love

Carla