Peace

I must admit the last time I wrote here I was deeply hurt by my mother's actions. Since that day I have sat quietly and allowed God to speak to me. I will continue to pray for my mother's salvation but I am aware that our relationship will not progress from where it is.

I have decided to move on with my life and leave behind all those people who do not bring me happiness. I am now remembering the words of my therapist who told me that my life is my own and being related does not mean we have to like each other.

So my plan is to stay at my parent's home until I have located a job, once that is done I will move within two weeks of receiving my first check.
I will move into a studio apartment and save enough money to move to Austin, TX which has been my dream for awhile. Thus I will continue my job search for employment in that area as well.

I recognize that the best time of my life was when I was San Antonio, TX five hours away from my family. So there is the new plan.