Sorrow

My friend is dying and there is nothing that anyone but God can do about it. Truthfully I have not seen "S" since earlier in the year like April I think. She looked good then, heavier than she had ever been but she looked good.
ALthough I have not seen her she has been on my mind and in my heart all of the time. She is too young to die and apart of me finds it unfair but who am I to question God's decision to bring her back home. She fought hard to beat breast cancer and won, now there is the brain cancer. The doctors have decided that there is nothing more that they can do.

I am angry at them for giving up on her, but I realize that she has given up as well and that saddens me. I do understand her being weary and not having the energy to fight for her life again.
I love her like one of my sisters and I don't want to say goodbye to her, I just want to remember the good times that we had together. I pray that her passing is painless for her.