Goodbye Friend

Sandra died today, and I was glad that her suffering is over, but I miss her. Throughout her battle I just knew that she would be alright and for a small amount of time she was. I don't think I ever told San that I loved her but I really do. Not many people get close to my heart but she did. She is the kind of big sister that every girl should have.

My heart aches because I just knew we would get to take that cruise when she got better, Me, her, She and Vera we were going to take a cruise and have the time of our lives but Cancer changed that. I have not cried yet and I imagine that is because it has not sank in that she is gone. One should never question GOD but I wonder if someone put the wrong name on the list, there was much for her to do and for us to learn together. In my heart I know San has gone to heaven and will look out for Vera and Mariah, I just wish we could have had one more talk, just one more. She was so funny and could always make me laugh.

I love you San. I will do my best to take care of Vera for you.